There will be blood

The cold has come at last, but those thermal Carhartts kick butt. I've managed to get into the studio semi-regularly and have been preparing a large wooden panel for painting. I laid down the second coat of ground over the weekend. It's been a while since I prepped my own surface; I've been buying pre-made canvases all summer and fall. There's nothing like building it up from scratch, despite the hit to time. At 4' x 7', it was a pricey piece of wood but already the surface is divine. In a week or two it will be ready to take the first paint, a bright, uniform stain which will eventually bounce the light from deep within.

I woke in the middle of the night last week and was thinking about blood. This, of course, got me thinking about Lorca again and about all the associations tied to blood: war, sex, birth, passion, life, violence and forgiveness. I don't know if I'll continue with wood panels or go to large canvas instead. The wood is a bear to manage alone in the studio.

I am returning to red, and incorporating everything from the past few months and combining it with the approaches I was using last summer with the F&S paintings. In cleaning up (a relative term in my case) I discovered a gallon of barn paint that is still good. Because I am fortunate enough to have access, I hope to get some microscopic photographs and play with the color and images in my sketchbooks. But blood is the thematic starting point for the forthcoming paintings.

It is interesting how ideas form. I watched Pasolini's "Oedipus Rex" a week or so ago, and was devastated. Sitting with my daughters the other night, we were looking through the production book for Julie Taymor's stage version of "The Lion King" and the color palettes really overtook me. Everything I see, or hear, or read, or watch gets thrown into a whirring soup of consciousness and then is brought into focus in the studio. It's one reason I am so deliberate in choosing what media I interface with.

So the next few weeks should see some new work.

Reflections on the Faculty Art Exhibition: 2010

The Faculty Art Exhibition this year is a respectable showcase of the institution’s artist-professors. The show includes the work of three adjunct as well as the two full-time faculty. The mix is, -as one would hope, eclectic and energetic and offers a wide array of ability, approach, medium and technique. That being said, the show is largely a three-person show; Ann Stoddard, Mark Anderson and Ralph Paquin. While the work of both Margie Howiler and Allen Stoddard demonstrate their professional ability, there is a clear delineation between the artists and fine artists.

The self-imposed assignment of the show was for each of its participants to continue to build the exhibition. In concept it was to be an evolving spectacle of sorts; where we, the audience got to see artistic ideas flushed out and the works made more fully realized as the semester went on.

In fairness this was a doomed proposition, both in general as well as specific terms. The reality of most college/university professors’ workload makes such an endeavor next to impossible, and this proved to be the case here as well. It was both an interesting idea and a noble concept, but an unlikely and somewhat empty promise from the outset.

The second issue is that no one artist has enough cohesiveness in the body of work they present here to warrant the rather emphatic curatorial choice of dividing them into separate, single-artist environments. Everyone has good work, but the work is often unrelated and lacks any dialogue with its siblings.


Ann Stoddard, various works in organza

Ann Stoddard shows us tremendous tenderness and sophistication with her works in organza. The single most cohesive environment of the show, the artist installed a rustic wooden table with an eclectic array of objects spread out on it, which seem like archeological specimens from childhood and dreams. This is set in front of a wall with the glass-encased organza works hung in groupings. “Here Now”, “Flight” and “An Extension of Light in Pink” push the anthropological references even further. We see delicate pieces of dressmaking fabric that exude history, sensuality, and worldliness. Daughterhood, motherhood and womanhood are all present without an ounce of sentimentality, and with a rare and refreshing vulnerability and conceptual vigor. It feels a bit like a traveling natural science museum, comfortably dodging sideshow references while embracing the artist's childlike fascination with oddity and wonder. These pieces are intimate, powerful, and delicate, like memory itself; songs of both innocence and experience. One feels they are seeing deeply personal bits of Ms. Stoddard’s family history while being fully aware of the work as art and thereby deliberate and directed.

Stoddard’s works on canvas, -while engaging and ephemeral, have absolutely no dialogue with the rest of the environment. These works are luscious in color and hue, and the absence of a stretcher frame makes them appear to be drifting away like clouds.

They are, in a word: lovely.

Yet there is little relevance to the works on organza. We are seeing the vitality and breadth of Stoddard’s ability, but we are not seeing focus. Had these works been broken up and interspersed in the show, they would be stronger for it.


Ralph Paquin, Kneeling Figure in Yellow, ink on paper

Ralph Paquin similarly has three distinct bodies of work from which he assembles this show. Would that he had spared us variety in favor of a depth of exploration. The virtuosic, large-scale drawings like “Reveal-ation” demonstrate the artist’s sure hand as well as his formidable technical abilities, but these seem utterly without context sandwiched between his mural “Gene Wall” and the dynamic triad of ink on paper paintings like “Kneeling Figure in Yellow,” and “Wonder-Figure in Pink and Yellow.” Though Paquin primarily embraces drawing and sculpture, these three works are clearly and definitively paintings, and rich ones at that. The colorfields against which his figures contort and pose are heraldic and flag-like; they raise questions of identity, self-adopted or externally imposed. The works reference medical illustration as well as erotic fetishism, though the latter is seemingly in spite of itself rather than obvious. Hopefully, Mr. Paquin will push farther and continue to build this body of work, as it appears to expose the artist in a way unique in his oeuvre.

The remaining wall of his gene-inspired work has strength, but in a very different manner. These works are humorous, bright, activated figure-forms against washes of flat color. They are irreverent, engaging and charged, but their power is diminished by their direct placement across from the figurative paintings.

When works are placed opposite one another in an exhibition, it implies a symbolic conversation between them. This environment simply does not work for Paquin, but he is not alone. The fault, in his case, does not lie in the work. There is a missed curatorial opportunity here, and that is our collective loss.

Mark Anderson is painter of tremendous musculature and vigor with terabytes of art history knowledge from which to draw source material. At his best, he plunges into deeply personal and often nightmarish visions of apocalyptic and emotional unraveling that careen towards surrealism but manage to side step it. Sadly, this show is not the artist at his best.

Anderson is the only artist who wrote an artist’s statement for his portion of the show, and posted it on the wall like a manifesto. Unlike a manifesto however, the writing is obtuse, meandering and seemingly evokes spontaneity and the claim of free association as justifications for lack of focus or a clearly flushed-out personal mythology. He presents them as explorations, but what we have instead are 5 large-scale, fully unrealized works-in-progress

Mark Raymond Anderson, Hope Rules Anyway, acrylic on paper

The standout piece is “Hope Rules Anyway,” a Jungian circus of sex, spirituality and symbolism. Though clearly unfinished, the work is farther along than the others. They are all good starts. One hopes we get to see the finished paintings at some point in the future.

This is a good show, yet somehow less than the sum of its parts. The curatorial choices do nothing to help it; the artists’ work should have been mingled together rather than isolated into environments. The show, like any faculty exhibition, is intended to showcase faculty work, not a career retrospective for each artist. It could (and arguably should) have been smaller, if in editing a more unifying narrative emerged.

I can think of no stronger recruiting tool for potential art students than a faculty exhibition. The unfortunate reality of these kinds of exhibitions is that professors often adopt the very same excuses their students use when submitting incomplete work or unrealized concepts. The artist-professor has a unique challenge in academia because that which they submit for public and peer review cannot be wholly experienced with intellect, or even marginally understood with a purely academic mindset. Spiritually and professionally, it is also their charge to rise to the occasion.

Ghost art

from Polanski's Ghost Writer, via apartment therapy

When you find yourself recovering from that food coma and want to watch a movie and veg out, pop in Roman Polanski's Ghost Writer. I have only two requirements for a suspense thriller; that is be suspenseful and thrilling. Sadly, this film disappoints on both counts but the eye candy (if you're an artist, designer or just love architecture) is delicious.

I spent a bit of time trying to find credits for the art in the film, which plays such a prominent role that it is almost part of the cast. Inexplicably, I have found nothing so far. The house is so gorgeous (though the massive windows are fake, sorry) and the art so perfect in it, I really can't believe no one has posted about it. So if you find a great blog post or article, send it my way. Alternately, if you just want to freak on the Internet all weekend until you find out, that's ok too.

What I'd really like to know of course is how much, if any of it is real and which are reproductions. Some Twombly, large and small. A few other artists I recognized.

This film should have been really good; the performances were very strong from everyone (I don't think I've seen Pierce Brosnen so restrained and exacting), the cinematography was stark and haunting, the soundtrack was good. But I was bored throughout much of the film, as was my wife who didn't even mind my art-geek outbursts of, "hey, that's....."

I wish you a happy and safe holiday weekend.

Glove love and other thoughts on holiday travel


The Official Blog of the TSA
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My favorite film in the Alien series is the one set in the prison colony, Alien 3. The warden begins each day's address with the memorable phrase, "Rumor control, here are the facts." In our out-of-control, excessive, 24-hour news cycle any event can become blown entirely out of proportion. Spin rules the day.

I'm not defending the TSA's new technology or policies. Nonetheless, the blog is fairly interesting reading. They offer up lucid (though biased) explanations of some recent events, dispel rumors and offer statements in response all comers. Reading the blog, one gets a clear sense of how stories become sensationalized for dissemination; with controversy subsuming content. With all that being said, ultimately I also feel it shows the power that images can have over reason and fact. The scanned images are alien and a bit disturbing, and the now-viral video of uniformed adults searching a shirtless child may well be the undoing (or least revision) of this all. Never mind that the father was the one who apparently removed the boys shirt because he thought it would expedite the screening (such is the claim at least). A poor judgement call to be sure, and unintentionally the biggest documented embarrassment to TSA procedure thus far. That image is haunting and damning. Every parent in this country feels a surge of indignation when they see that, or least they should. I know my girls would be hysterical, and I doubt we could go through with the flight, -which, btw would mean we could be fined $10K. In any case, the airlines would lose at least two young customers for life out of phobia, and no one would be safer.

Isolated, and in the context of 9/11 this could all probably pass muster but for the fact that traveling by airline just sucks nowadays. There was a time when it was different than traveling by bus, but no longer. At least on the bus you can get up and walk around. You can text, surf the net to your heart's content, eat whatever snacks you brought with you and ride shoulder-to-shoulder with very colorful fellow citizens. The airlines have seemingly exploited security concerns to justify cutting services and increasing profits. No meals. You have pay for a blanket and your baggage. You must endure the surly flight attendant or risk a smack-down by a US Marshall. On top of this, unless you're traveling more than 4 or 5 hundred miles, you don't really save much time by flying. To add insult to injury, the airlines exist in the new elitist business category, "too big to fail."

What about all this yammering on about the "free market?" Doesn't true free-market capitalism ensure that a service-oriented business has to, -you know, provide quality customer service or else risk failure? But hang on, if they are not allowed to fail, where is the impetus to care about consumers? The four-letter word bank comes to mind.

I say let the airlines fail. They are not all bad; some of the smaller, more nimble companies are still fairly tolerable. But isn't the purported magic of our economic system that, should the behemoth companies get eliminated new companies will inevitably take their places? The service will still be offered, they will simply evolve. The other thing is that we should really begin to ask ourselves difficult questions about civil liberty and so-called security. Right now, we are paying for the illusion of control, and the visage of security. If someone wants to hijack a plane, they are damn well going to do it. Meanwhile, ground transport is disproportionately un-patrolled. You're far and away more likely to get killed by your fellow American motorist than by a terrorist. How are we really safer?

Happy Friday - 29 random things

photo by David Neff


29 Random Things

1. I am where I am because of love

2. I have no regrets

3. Becoming a father is the best thing that has happened to me so far

4. I love working in isolation

5. My isolation is killing me

6. I believe in cultivated vice and spontaneous virtue

7. I think television is fundamentally bad for you

8. There is something in my political views to potentially offend just about everyone I know

9. I can sing

10. I was only one question shy of passing the MENSA test. My genius truly has yet to be recognized

11. My best painting is still to come

12. I can drive any vehicle in any city on the planet. In this area of my life I am completely fearless.

13. I will never forgive academia for rejecting me

14. I believe in the Divine, it’s religion that I have issue with

15. I drink expensive liquor and cheap beer, but never together

16. I stopped smoking cigarettes ten years ago this month

17. Friends and family are the only true wealth in life

18. I’m still a poet

19. I can’t stand popsicle sticks or wooden spoons, they make me cringe

20. South Carolina is the most regressive place I have ever lived, and I’ve lived in Kansas

21. I am far more lonely than even those closest to me imagine

22. I would leave the United States and never come back if the opportunity arose

23. My favorite vehicle I’ve ever owned was a Jeep

24. I enjoy being lost. It never lasts long, and I’ve made some wonderful discoveries along the way

25. I’ve ridden a motorcycle across the country

26. I’ve seen 2 complete strangers die in front of me on two separate occasions

27. I recently started a “bucket list”

28. I have driven in a high-speed chase through the streets of a major US city

29. I have actually dodged a bullet


I was tagged by my cousin on FB, but decided to post the list here.

here I go

I watched "Jean-Michel Basquiat: The Radiant Child" last night, and two things stuck with me this morning. Number one, I loved watching him paint. He painted quickly and decisively; even when he made "mistakes" he simply responded to them rather than attempting to hide or deny them. There is a boldness and openness in his work that I see in my 4-year old daughters when they draw or paint. There's no preconception, nor are there hesitations because it might be "wrong." The action of doing it makes it right. Picasso said it, "it takes a very long time to become young" [again].

The other thing I thought about in the pre-dawn was something Basquiat said, "Influences are not influences at all. They are ideas passing through my new brain."

It has made me reflect on how I work, and the importance of what I see as the The Conversation in art and in art-making.

For my first book, I asked my former art history professor and occasional drinking buddy (pre-children) to write an essay about my work. I wanted something very academic, and I must say she delivered. Yet, one thing she said has stayed with me all these years:

Rico's process is at once synthetic and original. The initial steps may be in part imitative of another artist; the end result is by no means the same. Rico has used the fullness of art history and his personal aesthetic experiences to create multifarious paintings. Each of these artistic sources provide him with a new artistic language from which to work.

There are ideas which cannot adequately translate between languages. When Italians speak of style, it carries a very different meaning than it does in English. Phrases like, joy of life, or fully lived, do not carry the weight and fullness that they do in French or Spanish. Likewise, cool simply cannot be translated. To this end, I suppose I've always felt free to adopt new languages in painting. Color expressed through Hoffman, or darkness and light through Caravaggio, or luminosity and spirituality through Rothko or Turner.

I feel as though I'm talking to these artists; while I am making the work and also in a completed work. I'm obsessed with materiality and with learning and incorporating new ways of approaching and utilizing materials. And while at times I worry that I am not "original" enough, I am slowly seeing something of a style in my work emerge and this voice is unique.

I can be a very prideful person and I wrestle with this. At the same time, I am not arrogant nor overly self-confident and it is hard for me to promote myself and my work. I am not shy, but I can be incredibly reserved. I've studied great artists for 8 years now; through film, books, interviews and of course the art itself. Again and again, I have said that I don't care for fame or money; what I want is greatness. I want people to have an experience when they see work, and I want the work I do to survive time and to resonate with the people of some time and culture in the future -that which will replace ours. Like Basquiat, I want to box with the big boys and nothing short is acceptable.

The holiday season begins next week and so my posts will become less and less frequent as we come to the end of the year. This turning away from media and the net is an annual ritual and I feel a very healthy one. I am still trying to get funding for my proposed renovations to the studio (which is difficult and frustrating because I'm told it is not a large enough sum of money, but it is money I don't have), but I am always somewhat at the mercy of the weather. I hope to get a lot of work done over the next two months, and hopefully I'll be able to do so.

I know what's coming. I am already starting to see it, and hear it and walk around it in my mind. I see spatially. I always have. When I was a set designer, I used to drive directors crazy because I failed to understand how they couldn't walk through the set mentally as I could. So at this stage of working through paintings in my head, I can literally rotate them, visualize them from different perspectives and at different heights and imagine surface reflections. I guess I always assumed that everybody could do this, and it was a shock to realize they cannot.

In closing I wanted to mention that another former professor of mine, who is also a friend, had his sculpture vandalized on campus over the weekend. It will have to be replaced. I was pretty upset over the incident and removed my own work, (which I had loaned to the College) as a sign of support for his loss. I had offered to sell this painting to the school, at what I believe is a very fair price, but they declined. I had so many compliments on this piece and I'm sad it won't find a permanent home where it was, because I have to say it looked stunning. I've wrestled a lot lately with feeling devalued and trying to return the proper balance of day job and studio. There is also the constant struggle with my location and isolation. It's been a heady time, but I feel as though I'm coming out of it now.

Thanks

I must study politics and war that my sons may have liberty to study mathematics and philosophy. My sons ought to study mathematics and philosophy, geography, natural history, naval architecture, navigation, commerce, and agriculture, in order to give their children a right to study painting, poetry, music, architecture, statuary, tapestry, and porcelain.

-John Adams

Today is Veterans Day. Our society has become so contentious in my lifetime that days like today are willfully misused for ideological and political purposes from both camps of cultural extremity. I feel this is wrong.

My father was a veteran. In many ways he personified the American dream; a dream that, to be honest, no longer feels possible today. Born into the abject poverty of Mexican-American culture in New Mexico of the 40's, he put himself though college on an ROTC scholarship, became a decorated officer, a doctor and a leader in his community. His life was cut short, not in defense of his country (one that he deeply loved, and yes that is the United States), but by an undiagnosed disease similar to MS.

He instilled in me many things, a love of history being one. As you might imagine, we disagreed on many social issues, but war was not one of them. While he saw it as his duty to fight, he despised war. I've often told people that you will be hard-pressed to find greater advocates for peace than old soldiers, of whom I have met quite a few. Young men and women serve in the military for many reasons, not all of which have to do with duty, honor or country. That is a different discussion. Nonetheless, whatever your political leanings today is about honoring and thanking these people for doing so.

What I like about the quote above, and what I think it has to do with today (and with art) is that it clearly states the larger objectives of our society. War was never intended to be industry. It is an unfortunate means to an end, -one that should be avoided whenever possible. The founding fathers did not rush headlong into the Revolution. Today, their caution and reluctance would probably be seen by some of the very people who are so fond of comparing themselves to them as cowardice or lack of patriotism. This, of course, is absurd.

I am an artist largely because I grew up on military bases. I have gone to sleep with cannons blasting in the distance. I have awakened to hundreds of soldiers in formations across the street. I have had an M-16 leveled at my head when I wandered into the wrong areas of post as a rebellious teenager. Most importantly, I've seen what comes back from war all-too-often, and our failings as a people to respond to it. Veterans Day isn't just about honoring the service, it is about remembering our responsibility (whether you agree with the wars fought or not) to those who have served.

May we never lose site of what we claim to be preserving when we activate our military. Let the children of today's youngest veterans grow up in peace to become the great scientific minds of the world, so that their children will grow up to be the greatest artists of the world. Let us never again draw the sword of war without knowing how and where it will strike, and clearly defining the objectives and outcomes of that act. Let those who serve today serve in peaceful times, always at the ready but never called.

play

I found myself with a few extra bucks after paying rent for the rest of the year and was trying to decide between my planned construction project or materials. (It was then that I hit myself over the head with a bamboo stick). I bought a used Carhartt bib and to hell with it, I'm painting.

This year has been odd in terms of what's been going on in the studio. Definitely grappling with my influences and not yet free of them.

I need to work, and that work needs to be re-instilled with a vital sense of play. There's a magic in slinging paint and making a mess. The studio practice is, -for me, supposed to be liberating and (dare I say it) fun. I feel the urge to throw (figuratively) everything from the last 18 months into a blender, dry it and stretch it and see what I've got. Smearing, staining, scraping, tossing, hurling and beating the surfaces until they obliterate all sense of what I think composition should be. I don't know if I can do with this with canvas, I think I have to return to wood panels to sustain the intended beat-down I have in mind.

I have reached a point of acceptance in terms of the work not selling. At this moment, I'm free to do whatever the hell I want. No one is watching. So I'll go into the studio when I kick this cold and lock the door behind me. I'll come out next Spring and bring whatever has survived into the light of day. Thankfully, the warm days are not over. We may have a sunny, 70 degree x-mas again this year. That would be a boon.

To these ends, I'm going shopping for wood at lunch.

dressing down

I rarely engage in rants on this blog, but my day job has recently revived the dreaded "casual Friday" for a number of occasions. Now I have say that when I'm not at work, you'll find me in paint-stained clothes, -usually jeans and tee shirt (long sleeve for cooler months, short sleeve for the hot summers), and never in a tie unless I'm going to the theatre or an equally dressy event. Nonetheless, I have issue with casual Friday at the workplace.

First off, no single workplace policy of the last 100 years has done more to retard the already sartorially dull white straight male than casual Friday. It practically sanctioned Dockers and potato-sack polo shirts as standard work attire. Culturally, we were just starting to get over this. A new generation of young male working types are jettisoning the metrosexual look in favor of a strong, well-put together professional image.

Secondly, work is not casual. Work is work. Attendance is mandatory, the mood is professional and there is a heightened sense of purpose when everyone is dressed to "get down to business."

Of course I'm not speaking of every job. Programmers, developers, these work environments are practically defined by a childlike atmosphere and that is great for them. I'm also not speaking of non-office jobs. When I'm at the studio (which is work too) I dress appropriately. One of the things I've enjoyed heretofore at my new job is the fact that everyone, without exception, dresses in traditional office attire. Ties and jackets for the men, suits or dresses for the women. It works. It uplifts and equalizes everyone, and you feel the collective sense of purpose in the building.

This new resurgence in "office casual" seemingly coincides with the cultural shift to the Right. I'll leave my politics out of it, but let's just say that I don't look to most Southern Baptists for fashion inspiration.

Business casual offers the illusion of independence, but doesn't deliver. Catholic school children know this. Uniforms offer real opportunity for personal style to emerge and express itself. Parameters, -in life, in art, are good things because we find interesting ways to push them. In a troubled economy, we all need to get down to business. This is not the time to put on our golf shirts and white tennis shoes and soccer dad jeans.

IMHO, visit this site for a primer of how not to look like a fat, white douchebag; you'll never find an endorsement of casual Friday by the MB.

We now return to our regularly scheduled programming.