construction time again

Drywall and lumber got delivered yesterday and I worked into the midnight hour. Slept through my alarm this morning but got the kids to school on time and myself to the day job. By this weekend, there will be an 11' x 24' wall along the Eastern side of the studio. I will hang "the 50" in a grid and will post those pictures next week.

With this work there is a sense of absolute knowing, and this is causing tremendous stress in the balancing of two careers, as they compete for time and energy. I feel hapless and helpless in my ability to get the work "out there." I truly don't know how to begin anymore. I've asked for help, but in the end I will have to find it within myself. I have to spend the time researching to figure out where and towards whom I need to direct my energies. It only takes making that one right person understand; that person who is in a position to spread the gospel of Rico. As I've blogged many times, my geographical and cultural isolation does nothing to help my efforts.